my new kitty Tegan...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
wed
well i have a interview tomorrow.. I hope it goes well.
I really really need a job...
today i took the kitties over to my sisters house .. tessa's loves them so much...
Tegan and Sara's new album the con came out today and like the loser that I am i can't afford it.... soon soon.....
I am running out of things to sell.. you know I just feel so miserable all the time.... i need a pick me up.
I really really need a job...
today i took the kitties over to my sisters house .. tessa's loves them so much...
Tegan and Sara's new album the con came out today and like the loser that I am i can't afford it.... soon soon.....
I am running out of things to sell.. you know I just feel so miserable all the time.... i need a pick me up.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Friday, July 06, 2007
job interview
okay so yesterday i went for my job interview.. oh my gosh i was so nervous.. i hope i did well. they all seem very nice and it seems like a good company to work for.. i have alot of the skills for what they are looking for so wish me luck. i just sent off my follow up thank you letter.. ugh.. thanks to the internet i found some samples... they said that they will be interviewing for about a week and to call sometime next week to see where they are at.. wish me luck...
in other not so happy news...
starrbaby was doing really good there for about 2 days... keeping down food.. and going to the bathroom pee in the house but hey thats okay as long as she is still able to pee that is fine with me.. well today she deceided that she doesn't feel like eating again.. i just dont know what to do.. a couple days ago when I got home she ran to me and got her toy like she always used to.. and she was wagging her tag and so excited... i was so happy that she was feeling a bit better.. but then to see her like this today... i just hate to see her suffer.. i dont know what to do....
so the countdown is on to Raphs surgery.. i am way way excited for her... i know she will do well ... and i will be there to tell her......
in other not so happy news...
starrbaby was doing really good there for about 2 days... keeping down food.. and going to the bathroom pee in the house but hey thats okay as long as she is still able to pee that is fine with me.. well today she deceided that she doesn't feel like eating again.. i just dont know what to do.. a couple days ago when I got home she ran to me and got her toy like she always used to.. and she was wagging her tag and so excited... i was so happy that she was feeling a bit better.. but then to see her like this today... i just hate to see her suffer.. i dont know what to do....
so the countdown is on to Raphs surgery.. i am way way excited for her... i know she will do well ... and i will be there to tell her......
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
a good thing about today
well i have some good news .. i got a call this morning for a interview..
My interview is on Thursday. It's basically doing the same sort of stuff I did before.... so I am excited about that.. but just worried about the interview .... what do i wear , what do i say.. how do I answer their questions..... ugh i have to go now and practice in front of a mirror.....
anyone have any good interview questions I can practice with....
My interview is on Thursday. It's basically doing the same sort of stuff I did before.... so I am excited about that.. but just worried about the interview .... what do i wear , what do i say.. how do I answer their questions..... ugh i have to go now and practice in front of a mirror.....
anyone have any good interview questions I can practice with....
starr baby
well the past couple days have been rough. starrbaby has been throwing up for a few days .. so I decided to ask my mom to borrow more money and take her to the vet.
we got there and had to wait in the lobby for like a hour... poor starr was so weak from not eating and throwing up that all the doggies and kitties wanted to say hello to her but she didn't want anything to do with anyone.. she just layed on the floor with her chin on the cool tile.
well then we got in the room and had to wait another 30 mins..damn this place was extremely busy.....she now weighs 98 pounds poor little thing used to weigh 135. she hasn't eaten in days and throws up nothing except water.. she drinks and throws up.. so the vet couldn't find anything wrong with her on the outside.. so they said that they had to do some blood work....
okay fine they took some blood then we waited another 45 mins and the blood test came back with her having high white blood cells... the doctor said that this means she has a invection or could be cancer.... CANCER what wait.. what are you talking about cancer.... so i held up really well didn't cry ... they said that she had to come back tomorrow and get some xrays of her chest area....... so they said since she is so big they will have to take two xrays of her chest area... and put her under.... so yesterdays visit was 120 and today the xrays and stuff is going to cost 150.. damn... why so expensive.. i now see why people get pet insurance.....
so i dropped starr off this morning at 9:30 and she was so scared she didn't want to go in the back room.. all 4 legs went stiff and we pulled and pushed and finally got her in the room... i heard myself say its okay baby mama's here with you.. mama's here...... all i could do was cry.... ( i don't know why but when i got back to the car and thought of myself saying that , i thought of a movie i seen Paradise lost with Joaquin Phoenix and Vince Vaughn at the end when Joaquin's character is getting hung).. okay not that my starrbaby was being hung or anything.. but weird thoughts.
so the girl comes back from the backroom and brings starrs collar and leash and says call after 4pm..... here i am balling my eyes out carrying these things walking through a bunch of doggies and kitties in the waiting room... it was so sad.... i am so worried about her......
mommy misses you baby.
we got there and had to wait in the lobby for like a hour... poor starr was so weak from not eating and throwing up that all the doggies and kitties wanted to say hello to her but she didn't want anything to do with anyone.. she just layed on the floor with her chin on the cool tile.
well then we got in the room and had to wait another 30 mins..damn this place was extremely busy.....she now weighs 98 pounds poor little thing used to weigh 135. she hasn't eaten in days and throws up nothing except water.. she drinks and throws up.. so the vet couldn't find anything wrong with her on the outside.. so they said that they had to do some blood work....
okay fine they took some blood then we waited another 45 mins and the blood test came back with her having high white blood cells... the doctor said that this means she has a invection or could be cancer.... CANCER what wait.. what are you talking about cancer.... so i held up really well didn't cry ... they said that she had to come back tomorrow and get some xrays of her chest area....... so they said since she is so big they will have to take two xrays of her chest area... and put her under.... so yesterdays visit was 120 and today the xrays and stuff is going to cost 150.. damn... why so expensive.. i now see why people get pet insurance.....
so i dropped starr off this morning at 9:30 and she was so scared she didn't want to go in the back room.. all 4 legs went stiff and we pulled and pushed and finally got her in the room... i heard myself say its okay baby mama's here with you.. mama's here...... all i could do was cry.... ( i don't know why but when i got back to the car and thought of myself saying that , i thought of a movie i seen Paradise lost with Joaquin Phoenix and Vince Vaughn at the end when Joaquin's character is getting hung).. okay not that my starrbaby was being hung or anything.. but weird thoughts.
so the girl comes back from the backroom and brings starrs collar and leash and says call after 4pm..... here i am balling my eyes out carrying these things walking through a bunch of doggies and kitties in the waiting room... it was so sad.... i am so worried about her......
mommy misses you baby.
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