a new idea

has it really been that long since I wrote in this... damn..
sure has been a crazy year.. I would of never thought all this would have happened. but you know it was so meant to be...... life changes in a blink of a eye you know.... so many new changes. I am so scared of the future but so excited all at the same time. I really do feel so free but so trapped with my mind.... i need some serious release. not sure how to go about it but I think if I go talk to someone about it , it will totally help.
i am just so happy to be back home with family and friends.....